absolutestephanie♡

I'm giving you all my love.

2012-01-12T00:58:00.005+08:00

I won't give up on us.

Brokenness.

2012-01-07T14:09:00.002+08:00

There comes a point in life where you work so hard and try so hard to make another person happy or just trying to give that person a better life that you've stopped caring for yourself, losing everything you have just to see that person happy and in the end, he/she pushes you away and you're left with nothing, but brokenness.

I hurt everyone around me because I push them away. I don’t want to push them away, but I’m just so terrified of getting hurt again. You hurt me so badly that I don’t want anyone close to me ever again. I don't know if I'm getting better, or I'm just used to the pain. Maybe I'm getting used to the emotional pain that I'm trying to find an outlet, which only leads to abusing myself physically, too. People call me emo, but they don't know what it really feels. It's only a dark, scary place to be with no way out but one. Death.

It's the end of the year!

2011-12-22T03:56:00.000+08:00

This year, I found out that spending time with a person can make you change the perspective on him/her. People who you thought would never be close to you might just turn out to be the one who's always there for you and people who you thought is always there for you, might be the one who's been bitching about you behind your back. HAH. And I'm so blessed by the people who have been helping me out of my misery and those who have also helped me in so many ways and also to those who prayed alongside. Thank you.

Also, how someone can truly love me. Thank you, Tai Joe Vin.

My hand in yours.

2011-11-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

I will stand by you

I will help you through

When you’ve done all you can do

And you can’t cope

And I will dry your eyes

I will fight your fight

I will hold you tight

And I won't let go

"You're perfect for me."

Take care, love.

2011-11-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

I'll turn off the lights and let you sleep
Just close your eyes relax and breathe,
In slowly, no, don't feel lonely
Cause, I'll be right here, by your side
If you should awake into the night,
Keep dreaming
Cause I'll be keeping

Your, heart in mine,
Don't you know I'll always be near
Even in the hardest time,
Don't you know I'm always right here
When you're feeling lost
Don't give up because,
It's alright,
When you close your eyes,
I'm by your side

Remember the days when we would drive,
Into the night we'd watch the skies, of summer,
So full, of colour and,
Remember the days when waves would roll,
Up on the beach to touch our toes,
On soft sand,
My hand, in yours and,

Your heart in mine
Don't you know I'll always be near
Even in the hardest times
Don't you know I'm always right here
When you're feeling lost
Don't give up, because it's alright
When you close your eyes,
I'm by your side

Laying flat on our backs
We stared up at the sky
We were laughing so hard,
We had tears in our eyes
Our future's before us
Our worries behind,
Just you and I

I miss you so much. I still love you no matter how many things wrong you do to me. But I can’t help it. I love you, and you don’t care. And I still love you. Take good care of yourself from now on.

Take away the pain.

2011-10-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

You said it wouldn’t be,a pain that I could bear

but I chased the world,like a blinded child,

full of hopeless dreams

I reached out for a hand,was left with thorns to pull

A hollow cave in my heart,

without a void to fill, dead before a fight

Free me from this placethat I can’t escape,

cut me lose and let me soar

Free me from this placeI wanna breathe again,

find a reason left to live

I don’t wanna live in a place like thisIn a world so cruel,

with ruthless soulsthat’ll tear you apart,

leave you out in the alley to die

Save me from this place, save my soul, save me